Dear God,

have i set an unachievable target for myself?

Lord, it seems like our whole time on earth is one big test of faith.. and sometimes i find myself struggling to keep my head above it all, struggling to believe. Lord i'm tired, and sometimes i feel so alone. sometimes i feel like You are so far away from me, and i can never decide when i am actually hearing Your voice.. Lord, they say to cast all our worries unto You, but how do i do that when i dont feel You?

and yet i know i, alone, am not strong enough to take on all these burdens.

As for man, his days are like grass,
he flourishes like a flower of the field;
the wind blows over it and it is gone,
and its place remembers it no more.

what should i do? i just want a break from all these. i just want to crawl into Your lap. hold me, Lord. let me have a glimpse of heaven. let me know that You will be here, through it all, in a place where you can trust no one else to provide everlasting love.. in a place where people have expectations of others but not of themselves.

Praise the LORD, O my soul,
and forget not all his benefits-
who forgives all your sins
and heals all your diseases,
who redeems your life from the pit
and crowns you with love and compassion,
who satisfies your desires with good things
so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.
go to, then; your considerate stone.
7:28 PM
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